Sigh

M, what's wrong with you. What did we do to be treated this way. Please be the angel of our life because you're much better that way. Stay there. And I'll guarantee that we'll stay with you. Please.

You've become paranoid of yourself, yes? Little things can get to your nerves. And when it get to your nerves, you'll transfer it to us through anger and words. And it'll get to our nerves. And that's why as hard as I'm trying to curse less, I can't.

I really hope you have peace in your heart all the time. So we'll be able to have one. Amin.

For a while

Since F borrowed me this phone, I can't be more grateful :)
I'm happy, yes because I can surf the internet with it.
I asked for a less cooler phone, sebab saya kuno tak reti guna.
Haha but he insisted. So hehe hoyeah.
And yes, I can text and call back my friends since I only got my cellphone back on weekends ( ? )

Serious tak tahu kenapa dengan mummy -.-

Tetapi, F baik sangat bagi pinjam hehe.
Terima Kasih ya, F :)

So because of him, my social life is back to normal.
Terima kasih again F harta karun yang sangat disayangi wahaha <3

Goodbye

I will be away for the longest time ever.

Well, not literally. But you know what I mean. My sister's gonna be home tomorrow, and she's gonna need her lappy back to bring it to her college. She was camping for the past few days btw. That's why I have unlimited time to online hehe. So yeah, she's coming home tomorrow. Tomorrow I've start schooling. Haish :/

I've told you before right, I don't know when papa's gonna bring home our pc monitor he sent to the store to get fixed. I think it's been a month. Well you know, I guess he intents on doing it. Because you know, school study SPM and stuff. Can't blame him for doing the right thing.

So technically, longest time ever will be the time taken for my dad to bring the monitor home. Only God knows when he will. So yeah I have no choice but to call it the longest time ever, it's just me exaggerating.

And you know what. Maybe it's good for me not to online too much. Because I won't be seeing such a horrible millions of pixels put together of the guy I had "something" with, hugging her ex-girlfriend on New Year's eve, both with fucking horny faces. Idk, maybe because I didn't reply his messages because I was out of creds? Nice. And did I tell you, I called him on the eve and his voice totally changed. NowI know why. Again, real nice, huh? Thanks for the bear.

Oh well, me and love just can't seem to have our mind set on one thing and one thing only for the past few months. Can't do anything about it. Back to the main topic, yes I will not be on lining anytime soon. I will, WILL persuade my dad to get it back. Because you know, I can't live my life well without the internet. Every single cell in my body will rebel haha. Til then, darlings.

Much love,
xo dyan ♥♥